Sky

I always admire the sky. How it always has the image of vast freedom without boundaries in my eyes. How it always seems both so reachable and unreachable. I can look at the sky forever, and looking at it never fails to evoke many kinds of emotions inside me.

Some people are like the sky.

Have you ever admire someone very much that it both motivates and depresses you?
A person whose aura shines very bright that it's blinding.
This kind of person makes me want to strive for higher goals. Thus, makes me feel glad because i am still alive and able to do many wonderful things beyond my expectations.
Yet sometimes the deeper part of myself interferes.
I neither have a bright aura, nor a special part which can make me outstanding among people.
No, I'm not fine the way i am now. But i wish i was.
How can such person actually exists?
One thing i notice from this person, which i probably will never achieve, is a pair of deep eyes burning with passion, and something odd i don't understand. Something really pure and honest. Something which complete everything and makes those eyes gleam vividly, so that there are times i'm really scared of it.
Scared that i will never be good enough, and that i will never be able to pass my own boundaries.

The sky seems so near and graspable, while it's actually so distant.
Maybe that is why the sky is so mysteriously beautiful.