Notion

There is this person i admire. At times when my mind is peaceful, i'll become a truly optimistic being who strive to be like that person. "I'll do my best, I'll read a lot, I'll study as much as I can regarding these new things and theories i had never known before. I'll drown myself inside this new world of philosophies unknown to my brain, then I'll have a lot of fun." I'm being naive, not knowing what it takes to be that kind of person. I'll never know what's behind that passionate eyes and radiant aura. I'll never know what's behind that warm smile and big heart which always support everyone around. I'll never know what are the ideals you always stick with, or what kind of hardships have you gone through. Because really, to what extent should i forge myself, so that i can be that distant person i always longed for?