Sunday, January 17, 2016

Best friends

Sunday, January 17, 2016
Now that I think about it, I nearly lose one and I'm glad I didn't.
That I did not, made me learned something.
It's not about how long you have been together, or how close you are to each other.
I learned that true friendship is about how life was giving you a little test, trying to separate you apart, yet you remained together in the end.
It's about how suddenly you developed some new good traits because they have always been such great influence, constantly supplying you with positive energies you need.
It's about the detours you took because in fact, you are two different person living two different lives, but you always magically find way back to each other; your hearts resonate way too well.

Everything was worth the wait, and the pain.
We were hurt and it's worth it, since we have finally passed the test with a perfect score.

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

One Particular Person

Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Find that one particular person in your life.

It don't have to be your lovers, nor your soulmate. This person is special, this person is more than anything you could have ever imagined.
A person, who is according to your heart is really out of the ordinary. This person knows you, sometimes even better than your own self do. This person knows even the most vulnerable part of you.
You don't have to spend your everydays with this person. In fact, you two seem to live too different life, it is almost contradictory; there will always be a huge impassable gap in between.

Every so often, it is as if you two are strangers. It is as if this person lives a universe away. Yet your souls linked. You two stand at a perfect distance. Not too close, yet not too far.

But then, each time you meet one another, it is as if everything is still the same as always. A pleasing stagnancy. Your bonds is more than the goodnesses ever invented in this world. Irreplaceable, indescribable. It feels so natural to have each other around. You will then talk about life, about things you never know that you yourself is capable to talk about; your deepest thoughts. You will share such silence so serene. A silence so serene that you will probably would not mind to stay in that state eternally. 

A person you are fond of.

No, it's not always the glimmering happy feelings though. Sometimes it's all subtlety. Sometimes this person will hurt you, but for good, in order to let you grow. Sometimes you will feel your heart pierced, because probably it is the process. Imperfection is perfect, and through all cracks your true light will break through.

A person with eyes so deep, sometimes they frighten you. But then you stare into them and see warm bursting lights inside, although they seem to be bottomless.

This person found you. This person found the most hidden part of yourself. This person found and see your bare soul.
This is the person who constantly bring out the best in you, constantly seeing something inside of you the way no one else can do. This person will teach you how to dream, and how to fly well even with broken wings. And you changed. You might as well found your lost self, because never once you felt such kindness so sincere. You finally feel alive. You feel loved, and nothing can beats that.

You will want to protect this person forever.

And you will begin to write stories, finally understand what it means to be fully alive as a human. A human, a spot so little in this enormous cosmos, needing a reason to life.

A part of your short life's story, this person is the one who reminds you of your existence, and your reason to life.