Encounter

There are times i wish i could unmeet people.
It's not that i dislike them, for this feeling mostly occur toward the people i cherish being together with.
Probably because i vividly remember the first time i met these people, and how i develop and maintain my relationships with them up until now.
Every single thing in between is truly captivating, irreplaceable, and irreversible.
The feeling i got when i first met these people is something i can't replicate. The first time they interacted with or talked to me, and made me think "yes, i want this person to be around in my life".
The afterwards is even more precious.
I keep on looking forward to the next time i could meet these people again.
Because everytime i meet them, i discover something new. Little by little, the informations are gathered up.
I'm loving those times i carefully and secretly observed them to the most detailed part, such as their gestures, how they smell, the outermost layer of their skin, and how it feels when i have a physical contact with them. All of them have innately distinct impression.
Gradually, i know the stuffs or ideas which draw their attentions and make them emotional, their point of view, how they see and interpret things, and how they react to certain people or circumstances.
And before i realized, i've reached the point where these people are already become so close to me.
I know so much about them, so that i don't observe as much as i did before.

The relationship from total strangers to people i couldn't imagine what will my life be if i had not known them,
I'm falling in love with what is in between.